Truly.Madly.Deeply.In Love.

I don't know what it is lately, but I'm constantly thinking about how madly in love with these three little boys I am.  I've had so many ups and downs in life over the course of the past three years and I don't know if I've finally reached the plateau where I feel totally at ease with things, but something has come over me just in the past week that has made me realize what my life truly is all about at this point.  My boys. 

 

(Yes, we are still working on a picture to send out for Christmas.  So far, we've missed a Happy Valentine's opportunity, and are now working on Happy Spring)

It's not that I never realized it before, but just the past few days I can't keep my hands off them, I can't stop hugging and kissing them, I'm losing sleep at this point thinking of how much I love them.  I think I've stayed fairly focused on them during the past few years and have made them my number one priority. I know at times I probably fell short of being exactly what I wanted to be, but man, these guys are incredible.  The love and joy they bring me is indescribable.  They truly are what life is all about at this point in my journey. 

They've won me over.  They've made me see the world in ways I never would've ever thought twice about before.  Each of them owns my heart in their own special way. 

I remember asking Sanjog one day while driving in the car to the mall, I was pregnant with Hunter at the time, how it would be possible for this next baby to be as cute as Konnor.  I never questioned if I'd love him/her as much, I just wondered how it would be possible for that baby to be as cute as Konnor.  I mean, come on, if you remember Konnor as a baby, he was gorgeous.  He still is.  But then came Hunter - equally as gorgeous, and he still is.  And then came Quinn, just as equally as gorgeous as the other two, and he still is.  It's my blog, I'm allowed to brag, right?!  In all honesty though, they each won my heart the minute they arrived...and I'm convinced they'll own my heart indefinitely. 

To Konnor, Hunter, and Quinn:  No one can ever replace the love I feel for each of you.  You are my everything.  Yes, I still love you even if you permanent markered the drawers, or wrote your name in ink all over the seat of the car, or threw the bouncy ball just where I told you NOT to throw it and broke that frame I was in love with. I love you more then anything in the whole wide world, to the moon and back, and yes, to infinity and beyond.  I am truly, madly, deeply in love with each of you.